What should I do with this website?

This new website is more intimate. I trimmed down my subscribers list massively. But I’m quite torn on the direction of this blog (and the old one) going forward. I like telling stories, but I don't like editing. This means I don't get any better as a writer. I sometimes think a lot about the plot or a lot about the writing itself, but rarely both and never about editing. I want to provide examples of the categories I have for my posts. I published all of these on my old website, and I’ll publish some of them here on this website:

• Creative plots but poor/rushed execution: The balloon man. The adventurous fish. The gum I met on the plane. All of these are themes close to me, but they require a big stretch of imagination to develop the idea. I'm embarrassed by these as written pieces but very proud of the ideas themselves.
• Stories that require some creative writing. People find the plots imaginative. Not me. These plots are real things that happened inside my brain. I lived the plot, so nothing is imagination to me. These stories happen less often, just because real-life magic in life happens less often. However, these stories feel special because they are so real to me, and I somehow manage to communicate my brain to a reader, and that reader manages to get it and appreciate it. These are also my most-read and most-loved pieces by people here. Even though everyone admits they aren't relatable: The daily guide for prophets. The crazy hotel with the crazy guest. The homes that met to investigate my murder.
• And then there are the real posts with real content. These are just streams of consciousness that I'm not even trying to convert into creative writing. This is the majority of my daily thoughts. They are also the most relatable based on the feedback I've received. I'm worried if I share those, I'll be spammy. Should I wait until I live them in a magical context (like the previous category) or should I wait until I can write creatively about them? I get the urge to share these, but I'm often aware of the poor writing. Sharing them doesn't mean I stop thinking about them.

Maybe I should keep both websites? It will be more work, but I can't let go of not-a-rehearsal yet. I will maintain it for creative posts that I want to share with writers and artists (category two?).

And then Monastic me would be more intimate and unfiltered, where the topics are threatening or the writing is embarrassing. I'm quite guarded in real life. The only way I talk about some of these topics in real life is if my friends read them here first. This btw, reminds me of the novel "Forbidden Notebook". The novel was written in the 50s, but I find the main character Valeria (and her journal) so relatable to me a girl who grew up in Saudi in the 90s. (below are two quotes).